I really don’t care at this point. I just want a job, and to move on to the next chapter of life. Fuck school, I’m only going to go in order to get a job that I will spend years at trying to pay the loans back in order to get the job anyway. In which it’ll probably feel like I get paid the same amount I do at this damn grocery store. All I want to do is find a decent paying job and get into it and say fuck you school - I don’t know why I thought it was a good idea in the first place. The only thing I should have ever considered going back for is art. Which I don’t have enough motivation to follow through on, so screw it.
I’m really hoping I get a call back from one of these three places.. I don’t want to be at my job or this school anymore. I feel like I’m stuck in my past.
